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February 7, 2016

Angel in White

Kirsten in Her St. Lucia Gown

I met my youngest daughter and son-in-law for lunch in one of my favorite restaurants, which happens to be in the mall where the American Girl doll store is located.  It was obvious where I had just come from since I was toting an American Girl bag.  “I have to admit I thought you were one card short,” my son-in-law said.  He was talking about the time he realized I had an American Girl doll collection, only four dolls at the time.

I knew my family thought I was a little crazy since I had acquired that first Molly doll in 2010.  I would leave my dolls out in the family room where I could see them. I loved to just look at them.   Family members would make no comment, avoid the topic altogether or pretend the dolls weren’t there.   When my middle daughter gave me Emily for Christmas, I could sense that everyone else thought it was a little weird that that’s what I wanted for Christmas.  Only my granddaughters showed enthusiasm and admired them whenever they came for a visit.  Eventually, I moved my American Girl dolls to the room where the rest of my doll collection is housed to avoid the judgment.

 

I couldn’t help but wonder, myself, if there was something wrong with me.  Why did I, an adult of no less than 56 years want these dolls?  Why did I enjoy changing their clothes and just looking at them so much?  Just being in the room with them gave me a sense of joy.  As my collection grew, I worried about what people would think if they knew just how many American Girl dolls I actually had.

Thankfully, the Universe saw fit to reassure me.  My experiences on eBay had given me a glimpse of other adult collectors.  My visits to American Girl’s Facebook page made it clear to me that indeed there were many other women, some as old or older than me who were collectors.  One day I decided to peruse the product reviews for each of the historical girls on the American Girl site.  More than a few of the listings read  “purchased for self”.  Now, I knew I was not alone.

But, it is the angel in white who touched my heart the most.  I met her  in the American Girl doll store on the very same day that my son-in-law confessed his dubiousness as to my sanity.  I had walked through the store, as usual, perusing everything.  First, the historical girls on the top floor.  Then, a trip down the escalator to visit Bitty Baby and the My’s.    It occurred to me that I kept seeing the same woman throughout the store.   Coincidentally or not, she happened to be shopping in the same parts of the store as me, at the same time.  She was carrying a new doll and was clearly picking out clothes for this doll.  She was the grandmotherly type, short with gray hair, almost white and she was dressed all in white.

I just had to speak to her.  “Are you getting that doll for your granddaughter?” I ventured.  I feared she wasn’t a grandmother and would be insulted.  “Oh no,” she said with enthusiasm.  “This doll is for me.”  She told me that she did, in fact, have a granddaughter and she wanted the doll so she could play with her granddaughter, but the doll she was buying that day was for herself. “That’s wonderful,” I replied.  “It’s nice to know I’m not the only one.”  Then, I told her how I had acquired Molly so I could play with my own granddaughter.  The conversation concluded with a discussion of how amazing American Girl dolls are.

I felt elated as I walked from the store to the restaurant.  How could it be a coincidence that this woman was in the store at the exact same time as me and that I would keep running into her?  As I mused on this incident, I couldn’t help but come to the conclusion that this woman was an angel sent to me to let me know that I should never be ashamed or embarrassed about my American Girl doll collection.  She, after all, clearly was neither ashamed nor embarrassed and actually seemed proud of her American Girl acquisition.

For as long as I can remember, I have let what other people think of me impact my behavior.   I have never succumbed to peer pressure in the usual sense i.e. experimenting with drugs, etc.  But, fear of what other people think of me has kept me from saying what I believe, speaking up for myself and boldly pursuing the things I love without reservation.   If I could go back in time, knowing then what I know now, I would never let the 13-year-old me pack by dolls away.  And I am glad the 56-year-old me met that woman in the American Girl Doll store that day.  Now, I even have the courage to write a blog about my passion.

My advice to everyone is to embrace your passion, whatever it is, enthusiastically and with your whole being, regardless of what anyone else thinks.  Never let society’s conventions or the narrow opinions of others keep you from being who you were meant to be.  The 13-year-old me was willing to put dolls aside, but the current me knows that loving dolls, and especially American Girl dolls is an integral part of who I am.  I will not back away from something that brings so much joy to my life.  If others think I’m not all there, even family members, that is their issue, not mine.

Here’s to many more years of collecting and loving American Girl dolls.

My first four dolls in my family room where I could look at them.

My first four dolls in my family room where I could look at them.

 

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  1. Kat Summerford says

    February 8, 2015 at 1:10 am

    People of all ages can collect and enjoy! I have loved sharing the AG experience with my 3 year old! I have 7 dolls and a Bitty Baby. Not only do I love them for myself but my daughter is learning so much from all the stories of the historical girls. And I truly love and adore the people they are. They are someone my daughter can look up to and model her behavior. They are pretty much the greatest toy or gift I can think of. We all can appreciate, admire and love them. We all can learn from them. It’s a gift that never stops giving! What could be better than that?

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  3. Rose says

    February 25, 2018 at 11:47 pm

    I love this post! I have been an AG doll collector since I was 6 years old and got my first doll, Felicity. I am now 31. I now have 6 dolls with one on the way. I have always loved AG dolls, but there was a time period where I kept them put away and felt a little embarrassed that I was obsessed with these beautiful dolls. I don’t live near an AG store, but do travel to cities that have them. It’s been nice to buy clothes for my dolls and not be concerned with what other’s think. I think it’s easy to feel silly buying doll clothes when you are an adult, but so much of our life is wasted wondering what other people think of us! Last time I went to the AG store, the check out lady commented on how much she loved my purchases for Nanea (for my niece) and Josephina (for myself). It made me feel really good! I know I’m not the only one that still loves spending time with “my girls”!

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    • Lee Boudro says

      February 28, 2018 at 3:42 pm

      Thank you so much for this post. Certain members of my family secretly think I am a bit crazy because of my obsession with American Girl dolls. But, I know there are many adult collectors out there. It sounds like you love the historical girls which are also my favorites. Nanea and Josefina are two beautiful dolls.

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  4. Emily Bennett says

    August 11, 2018 at 2:19 pm

    Thanks so much for this. I’m 20 and I’m obsessed with these doll and I’m constantly feeling so embarrassed that I am. I loved them as a child and then packed them away when I hit the age when you’re not supposed to play with toys anymore. My parents died when I was 27 ,that was when I got into collecting full force. I’ve bought a couple new and the rest on eBay. It’s just soothing to my soul, reminds me of a simpler time. It relaxes my mind, that’s the only way to put it. I’m so paranoid someone is going to find out and call me crazy and tell me i need to grow up. I am married and my husband doesn’t mind my hobby. I guess I’ve always had a picture in my mind if what adulthood looks like and I’m way off the mark.

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  5. Brandi says

    August 20, 2018 at 8:33 pm

    Thank you for this! I, too, feel the same way as a woman of 42. I’ve never stopped loving dolls but backed away from them for decades until my daughter discovered AG a few yrs ago. Now she’s 13 and waffling about her interest—having so many dolls of my own earns me some comments from certain family, and I avoid really putting out there how much I enjoy looking at, restoring, owning, gifting and sewing for these dolls. I would love to meet more adult collectors who share my passion. I also want to be an example for my daughter to be yourself and embrace what you love—- whatever it is, as long as it’s healthy and nourishing.

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  6. clara magee says

    March 2, 2019 at 1:40 pm

    Thank you so much…this has helped relax my mind about my AG doll collection.

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  7. Carrieanne says

    December 4, 2019 at 12:33 am

    I love doll and American girl dolls. I am 27 almost 28. I am getting my first American girl dolls for Christmas. By Christmas I will have 3 American girl dolls Felicity and Kaya amd a Bitty Baby.

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  8. Jean says

    December 4, 2019 at 1:01 am

    I’m so glad I found this blog. I really like the doll I have and once a year, I treat myself to a new outfit. It’s displayed in a bedroom. I used to get teased, but not anymore. I told them it’s like having a bouquet of flowers that never die. I collect plants too. It’s good to have a hobby.

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